GRM 54.5
The Gospel as revealed to me
Quotation
The same impulsiveness may have a different taste and bring about a different effect. They both certainly had the same impulsiveness. But they were not the same in their purposes. And the one who appears less perfect is, in fact, more perfect, because he has no incentive to human glory. He loves Me because he loves Me.
Detail
Jesus speaks of Thomas and Judas, who came to Christ driven by an inner impulse. Christ acted differently with the two apostles and said to the disciples present: